wondering

Have you ever just wondered?
Today as i was walking through the sreets on my way home, it was raining that fine rain, where everything gets soaked, and for about 3 seconds everything seemed quiet and still. Eerily so.
Then all of a sudden thoughts seemed to come into my head, i wonder where she's going, i wonder whether the little green man will be showing when i reach the crossroad, i wonder whether its going to flood again like before, i wonder if he will call me tonight, i wonder whether he even thinks of me, i wonder how my mum is, i wonder at the passer by and the rain that has now stopped just s suddenly as it began.
And it just won't stop, i;m now here wondering why i am writing this, wondering whether tomorrow will be better than today or whether i will ever see the smiling man again.
The trouble with wondering is all optons of answers are open because i never keep wondering about one thing for long enough to get any, and then i feel as though i have spent all day thinking about something and nothing??
And truth is i probably have, again.